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The 4th

So the fourth of July. It is another great day. My sister came back from Pueblo for a visit and we are going to grill some burgers, brats, and hot dogs. My sister is also torturing her cat by brushing out the knots she accumulated over the months of my sister not brushing her. Poor long haired cat. Today may be a good fourth of July. My friend Kayla is at the Grand Canyon today...I may want to be there with her though. I like the Grand Canyon. BUT I am here which is still an alright thing. Inside, cool, and not hot. 99 degrees outside. 79 in here. Still a good day.

~April

Since 2009

It has been a very long time since I have posted. Three years I think. My life is much better now. I have rid myself of the people who were pretending to be my friend or pretending to love me. I am now better at reading people and am not manipulated easily anymore. Good has come out of this. I am stronger now emotionally.

Life is now grand.

I have a job, I have some of the best friends in the world, and my family is finally coming together.

My cat G.G. is dead. He ran away to die since he was so old and didnt want to die at the house. I see him still and hear him. He freaked out my dad's girlfriend because he rubbed against her leg. She didn't see him...I did. Im used to that now. I still open the bathroom door for him when I hear him there, he still sleeps with me, I still try and pet him. He's happier now that he isnt old and in pain. I love him still. I miss him.

I have changed much over the years though I still think about Nicole every so often. It's getting easier. I don't want to go through that again. There are some things in this world that I know just weren't meant to be. There is a reason she left, I think it was better for the both of us. I hope she is happy and she fulfills her dreams.

Time moves to fast doesn't it? One minute your in school and the next, it's another summer of your life flying by. I love all the people in my life now very much. I just hope they don't fly away to soon before we are ready to let go.

The car accident woke me up and made me realize how much I love being alive. I took it for granted before not really thinking about it. My concussion is taking a tole on memory but I feel that was supposed to happen also. Miriam was in the car with me and she was driving, it was not her fault. We were hit while turning left and some guy not paying attention hit us at 60 miles an hour. It was on the back passenger door behind the driver. The car is totalled and she will need a new one. Both of us are lucky to be alive. I don't remember the day of or the day after the accident...its probably better that way. Poor girl, she remembers everything...

We went to the Renaissance Festival. It was the best trip there I have ever had. I went with my friends Betsy, Miriam, Katie, and Alicia. We stayed there from beginning to end. The best day of the summer so far. I thank them for a wonderful time. Much better than going with family.

Miriam's birthday was great also. Charlie and I planned it all out and it went almost perfectly. I am so glad she had a wonderful day.

Since my brain is now failing I will close with the fact that I think that I might actually now be

happy.

~April

Writer's Block: Fairest one of all

What is something you would never want to change about yourself?

My ability to see things others can't.

Fill up the page!

So, I only wrote this one so my page has something on it. I am to sleepy to be acctually journaling right now. ZZZZZZ......Hey! I see that pillow, don't you hit me to make me stay awake. -.-

Oh poo....

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